I’ll be finishing my dissertation soon. In just a few months I will complete the
process of researching a particular area of theological discourse, with the
goal of establishing myself as a professional theologian. But what sort of theologian am I?
By definition, a theologian speaks from within a
particular religious tradition, and I can certainly say that I think and work
within a Christian framework. Most
theologians speak from a particular ecclesiastical community as well – Catholic,
or Reformed, or Orthodox. Here, I fit
less well. I was raised in the Roman
Catholic Church, spent some very fruitful time as an Episcopal priest, and now
belong to an independent neo-monastic community. We have some wise and thoughtful theologians
among us in the Lindisfarne Community, but I don’t know that the wider world
would recognize us as a ‘school’ or ‘movement’ quite yet.
I don’t speak ‘to’ or ‘for’ any particular
church. And my work is not engaged with
the cutting edge research valued by the academy at the present time. I’m not a Moral Theologian, or a Systematic
Theologian, or a Pastoral Theologian, or a Historical Theologian. My work is about making meaning, and the ways
that narratives have created meaningful encounters for Christians throughout
history. For a narrative to do that, the
reader needs to develop the tools to interpret the story – the technical term
for that is hermeneutic. That’s what I do
– I interpret religious stories. And not
just the ones from the seventh century, in Latin, from Ireland or Brittany or
Anglo-Saxon England, although those are the ones I write about in the
dissertation. Religious stories are
everywhere! But we’ve lost the ability
to ‘hear’ them happening around us, and we no longer know how to interpret the
ones that we do know.
Rising in the morning and resting at night, that’s
a religious story. Opening to the light,
and releasing into darkness, those are religious acts, and we do them every
day. Taking food and drink – growing
vegetables and grinding wheat and gathering water and salting meat – those are
religious acts, if we are willing to look at them that way. It all depends on the story we tell ourselves
about what we’re doing. If we tell
ourselves that light and dark and plants and water are the end result of
scientific processes that do not require conscious interaction on our part,
then we will experience the natural world as something separate and impersonal,
dead and therefore exploitable. But if
the alternation of light and dark, the presence of water in our bodies and in
our planet, the ability of humans and other animals to survive and flourish on
exactly what the earth provides, can be seen as the play of Life constantly
renewing Itself with us and through us, then it all becomes a religious
enterprise.
I am not a Church Theologian. Nor am I an Academic Theologian. I am a Practicing Theologian. The story of daily life is my narrative, and
the work of bringing a hermeneutic of reverence to it is my calling. Perhaps there will also be an opportunity for
paid employment doing what I’m called to do. For now, at least I know what I am.
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